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| long time no update, but i'm back. c:
one; it hasn't been a long time, and we haven't been talking late into the night or even hung out enough times that i can't count on my fingers. but we've talked enough for me to know i want to pursue this. you make me smile, and for now that's enough.
two; hearts will never be practical until they are made unbreakable. -Wizard of Oz
three; maybe it's the way he smiles, maybe it's the way he talks, maybe it's the way his laugh makes me crack up or maybe it's the way that everything about him feels so right.
four; just because today is a terrible day doesn't mean tomorrow might not be the best day of your entire life. you just have to wake up and get there.
five; i was struck by the simple truth that sometimes the most ordinary things could me made extraordinary, simply by doing them with the right people.
six; were you ever moved by music, or just a simple song os much, that you just smile, and your heart starts to race every time you hear it? you just feel the music every time you put that cd in; you feel the lyrics, the rythyms, the verses, the treble, and the keys. you understand what they are saying, and every time you close your eyes, you can see the whole story unravel behind your eye lids.
seven; sometimes you just gotta break away from the things that hold you down in order to find out what it is you really want.
eight; be original and be yourself- because the last time someone tried to make everyone the same, eleven million people died.
nine; there is not such thing as destiny; there are only different choices. some choices are really easy, but some aren't. those are the really important ones, the ones that define us as people.
ten; anyone can give up. it's the easiest thing in the world to do. but to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart; that's true strength.
eleven; you know what i want more than anything in the world right now? to talk to you, to be with you, this very instant. i want to sit across from you indian style and look into your eyes and see for myself exactly how they change color in the light. i want to hold your hand in the palm of mine, and trace every line with my fingertips.
twelve; there's only so much you can do before you stop and realize it's over. the problem we have is we hate giving up. it's a sign of weakness and nobody likes to be weak; but sometimes giving up will show that you have the strength to move on. it's letting go of something when you know it's near the end.
all done for now - another update soon. hope you like. :]
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| hosnap, since when has the weblog entry editor changed? gosh, i'm lagging behind again. you'll have to bear with me for this one. :C
one;
sometimes i wonder if anything's absolute anymore. is there still right and wrong? good and bad? truth and lies? or is everything negotiable; left to interpretation, grey. sometimes we're forced to bend the truth, transform it, cause we're faced with things that are not of our own making. and sometimes things simply catch up to us.
-one tree hill
two;
truth is still absolute. believe that. even when that truth is hard and cold, and more painful than you've ever imagined. and even when truth is more cruel than any lie.
-one tree hill
three;
you ever look a picture of yourself, and see a stranger in the background? it makes you wonder how many strangers have pictures of you. how many moments of other peoples life have we been in. were we a part of someone's life when their dream came true or were we there when their dream died? did we keep trying to get in- as if we were somehow destined to be there, or did the shot take us by surprise? just think, you could be a big part of someone else's life, and not even know it.
-one tree hill
four;
life's funny sometimes; it can push pretty hard. like when you fall in love with someone but they forget to love you back. like when your best friend and your boyfriend leave you alone. like when you pull the trigger or light the flame and you can't take it back. like i said, in sports they call this 'stepping up'. in life, i call it pushing back.
-one tree hill
five;
most of our lives are a series of images, they pass us by like towns on a highway. but sometimes a moment stuns us as it happens and we know that this instant is more than a fleeting image. we know that this moment, every part of it, will live on forever.
six;
every song has a coda, a final movement, whether it fades out or crashes away. every song ends. is that any reason not to enjoy the music? the truth is, there is nothing to be afraid of. it's just life.
seven;
at this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. some are running scared. some are coming home. some tell lies to make it through the day. others are just now facing the truth. some are evil men, at war with good. and some are good, struggling with evil. six billion people in the world. six billion souls. and sometimes -- all you need is one.
-one tree hill
eight;
what a frightening thing the human is, a mass of gauges and dials and registers, and we can read only a few and those perhaps not accurately.
-one tree hill
nine;
they say we leave this world just the way we came into it -naked and alone. so, if we do leave with nothing, what then, is a measure of a life? is it defined by the people we choose to love? or is life simply measured by our accomplishments? and what if we fail ? or are never truly loved ? what then ? can we ever measure up ? or will the quiet desperation of a life gone wanting, drive us mad ?
-one tree hill
ten;
sometimes when you're young, you think nothing can hurt you. it's like being invincible. your whole life is ahead of you, and you have big plans. big plans. to find your perfect match. the one that completes you. but as you get older, you realize it's not always that easy. it's not until the end of your life that you realize how the plans you made were simply plans. at the end, when you're looking back instead of forward, you want to believe that you made the most of what life gave you. you want to believe that you're leaving something good behind. you want it all to have mattered.
-one tree hill
eleven;
make a wish and place it in your heart. anything you want, everything you want. do you have it? good. now believe it can come true. you never know where the next miracle is gonna come from, the next smile, the next wish come true. but if you believe that it's right around the corner, and you open your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it. you just might get the thing you're wishing for. the world is full of magic. you just have to believe in it. so make your wish. do you have it? good. now believe in it. with all your heart.
-one tree hill
twelve;
do you ever wonder how long it takes to change your life? what measure of time is enough to be life altering? is it four years like high school? one year? an eight week rock tour? can your life change in a month, or a week, or a single day? we're always in a hurry to grow up, to go places, to get ahead. and when you're young, one hour can change everything.
-one tree hill
so, aye, that's it. a lot of One Tree Hill quotes, but I've been watching it every morning so it's not really that shocking. :]
hope you all enjoy!
love,
x
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| another update. hope you all like. c:     one;the trouble with a city is that if you leave, it doesn't miss you. you're totally dispensable. it doesn't even notice you're gone. -broken soup two;that's how it works if someone you love dies abroad. the british consulate in wherever calls the police and they have to rush round before anyone else finds out, like the local paper or something. i wouldn't want that job - knocking on someone's door and then watching their world fall apart. you could never pay me enough money to do that. -broken soup three;and here they were, feeling to me like they were pretty much all i had in the world. i told myself that some families we get without asking, while others we choose. and i chose those two. i think that's what you'd call a silver lining. -broken soup     four;i hope that someday someone wants to hold you for twenty minutes straight, and that's all they do. they don't pull away, they don't look at your face, they don't try to kiss you. they just wrap you up in their arms, without an ounce of selfishness in it. five;i know this may sound cheesy and it may sound cliché, but your the first person that has taught me to miss someone. you've taught me to miss someone from the heart, not the mind. six;the key to life: be weird. take random pictures, do something no one else would expect you to do. talk to someone you never would. be someone people think you aren't. show who you really are. don't hide under your smile.    seven;i need a new start, a clean slate. somewhere that people don't have preconceived ideas or expectations of me yet. somewhere where i can feel the sun and embrace life. but lately, i've had a feeling that this place doesn't exist.eight;i'm so sick of people asking me why. do i have to have a reason for everything i do? get a life. be spontaneous.nine;it's more that i'm afraid of time, and not having enough of it; time to figure out who i'm supposed to be, to find my place in this world before i have to leave it. i'm afraid of what i'll miss.    that's all i've got time for today i'm afraid. i'll update again soon, though. (: enjoy! x | | |
| howdy there. here's an update to keep you all going. (:     one;god knows what is hiding in that weak and drunken heart. i guess you kissed the girls and made them cry, those hardfaced queens of misadventure . god knows what is hiding in those weak and sunken eyes. a fiery throng of muted angels giving love and getting nothing back. two; in spite of everything, i still believe that people are really good at heart. -anne frank three; i got the message long before
you said you knew there was
no chance of us at all.
with no velocity and empty-headed hard
and far-too-long, i spent two years alone with you.
just when i thought i had forgotten,
you came back soft without a sound.
you said we were an accident.
with accidents, you'll never know what could have been.
so we were an accident; you'll always be my favorite one. -motion city soundtrack     four;we fall for boys who give us pretty words and false hope.five;
life doesn't give you the people you want, it gives you the people you need. to help you, to hurt you, to love you, to leave you, and to make you into the person you were meant to be.six;if i was drop dead gorgeous, and could have any guy in the world, i would still pick you. and i think that should count for something.    seven;silent fighting is the worst. at least when there's screaming and yelling you know what the other person is feeling.eight;when someone's gone from your life for a really long time you start to forget stuff about them, like, you forget what their voice sounds like and how they loved you so much and how everything you did was completely okay with them.nine;i've noticed that if you look carefully at someone's eyes, during the first five seconds that they start to look at you, the truth of their feelings will shine through for an instant before it starts to flicker away.     ten;if your head tells you one thing and your heart tellls you another, before you do anything, you should decide whether you have a better head or a better heart. eleven;look between the lines, read between the words because the most important things are left unsaid.
twelve;
one of the most tragic things i know about human nature is that all of us tend to put off living. we are all dreaming of some magical rose garden over the horizon instead of enjoying the roses blooming outside our windows today. -dale carnegie
    that's it for now, folks. hope you enjoyed them! leave a comment a tell me which is your fav. c: x
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| ahh, back again, with another update.
rather quickly, to be honest.
i guess i've just in the mood for finding quotes.
i hope you all like them! c:  
one;
while it might not always feel important, words do count. the words you use and the things you say reflect who you are and what you believe. two;
i will never regret you or say that i wish i'd never met you, because once upon a time you were exactly what i needed. three;
let's take the train to anywhere. i wanna feel the wind in my hair with you. let's tell them all that soon they'll know how very wrong they were to think we'd never go.  
four;
there's something about the look in your eyes, something i noticed when the light was just right. it reminded me that i was alive and it reminded me that you're so worth the fight. five;
and then i felt sad because i realized that once people are broken in certain ways, they can't ever be fixed, and this is something nobody ever tells you when you are young and it never fails to surprise you as you grow older and you see the people in your life break one by one. you wonder when your turn is going to be, or if it's already happened. six;
what you say and how you look does not define who you are, cause some of the most beautiful people do the ugliest things. you owe it to the people who hate you, who disrespect you and who put you down, cause they’re the ones who have made you who you are today, for keeping your head up and not breaking down when they want you to.  
seven;
i guess it's gonna have to hurt. i guess i'm gonna have to cry and let go of some of the things i love to get to the other side. i guess it's gonna break me down, like falling when you're trying to fly. it's sad but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life starts with goodbye. eight;
do whatever makes you happy cause in the end, you’re the only one who’s guaranteed to be there. nine;
the sooner you know who you are and what you want, the less you’ll let things upset you.  
ten;
you dont get to choose you just fall in love and you get this person who is all wrong and all right at the same time. and you know you love them so much except sometimes they just drive you completely insane and no one can explain it. and the reason its so confusing is because it's love, but if love didn't have any challenges what would be the point?
eleven;
you don't want to miss these moments, not even the sad ones, because you'll never get them back again. twelve;
the best thing about dreams is that fleeting moment when you are between asleep and awake, when you don't know the difference between reality and fantasy, when for just that one moment you feel with your entire soul that the dream is reality and it really happened.  
thirteen;
take chances, a lot of them. because honestly, no matter where you end up and with who, it always ends up the way it should be. your mistakes make you who you are. you learn and grow with each choice you make. everything is worth it. say how you feel. always be you, and be okay with it. no matter what you think about the situation, things always work out how they're supposed to. fourteen;
i'm sorry i'm not the best with words and that i can never find the right thing to say at the right moment, but you scare the hell out of me whenever i think of how vulnerable i could be and what would happen if i opened my heart. fifteen;
the most difficult phase of your life is not when no one understands you; it's when you don't understand yourself.  
short and sweet for today, i'm afraid.
a bit longer than the last, though! c: tell me which one is your favourite in a comment. c: edit; i'll update properly tomorrow, promise.
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